Posted in Home, Medicine, Study Corner

Frontiers of Adolescent Scoliosis Care – What’s the Motion?

Check out this podcast episode where we had the opportunity to speak to pediatric orthopedic surgeon Dr. Kevin Smit about Vertebral Body Tethering (VBT) as an exciting new treatment opportunity for Adolescent Idiopathic Scoliosis (AIS)!

The conversation centers around AIS, which is an abnormal curvature of the spine with no known cause, and can have a significant impact on the lives of its young patients. Dr. Smit is a part of inspiring new research on VBT, a developing treatment that could help preserve patient mobility while correcting the curve. Here, we discuss AIS and its impact, Dr. Smit’s recent collaborative pilot study on VBT, and what makes VBT such a unique and promising treatment.

To read his full study, click here. To listen to the podcast, see the Spotify link below or click here to listen to it on the BEaTS Radio podcast website!

Note: This video is a group assignment for the class TMM4950 – all the groups are in friendly competition for streams! While it’s not the usual content I post on my blog, I think it’s an interesting and fun podcast to share. Hope you enjoy!

Posted in Home, Poetry and Prose, Writing

message from mission control

below the earth,
you are hard, unbreakable, sparkling.
inventing a plutonian heartbeat, a girlhood-type grief,
tending to a young universe that tastes of even younger vows.

i want you to float. i want stars to open up to your embrace,
fall into place behind your first full orbit around mars.
one-way, two steps, three breaths in the direction of cosmic sod,
keeping both arm outstretched to break into a smile.

i want you to admit that the human heart lives life through metaphor.
you are not the thick-skinned torso that treads inner-city pavement paths.
you are the enviable entirety of the pre-lit sky,
hard, unbreakable, sparkling.


I originally started this poem wanting to write about plants, but by the end, the image in my mind was of a young girl stepping through the universe along with the star children from Howl’s Moving Castle. Who doesn’t love pondering the night sky?

Posted in Home, Poetry and Prose, Writing

My Morality Lies With a Laboratory Mouse

O stiff-limbed back-born being;
to the you who is doused in 70% ethanol and prodded with silvered indifference,
with arms splayed open in the final act of tender protestation,
teach me how to live.

does the sweet air still burn with your grand guise?
did your nebulous eyes strain for a kaleidoscopic light?
soft monarch, gentle god,
I imagine you only find my inquisition a duplicitous dusk beyond dawn.

and when I hold open your ever-dear viscid ribs, I imagine it is;
that is to say, I am.
there is no absolution to be cradled from your stolen time,
no magnanimous grace for the human hands holding a stainless-steel scythe.

yet I hear faintly a perennial proclamation in the might of nature’s debt,
life insists on life.
life insists on life,
life insists on life—

so here lies the laboratory mouse,
the one who taught me that how to live is how to bear loss.


I wrote this poem based on my experience in the lab with albino mice—specifically their dissection and tissue harvest. Combined with the sentiment behind the famous ‘Monument to the Laboratory Mouse‘, I tried to express my personal thoughts and feelings on the use of mouse models in experimental research. This poem has also been published on the Poets for Science website, an organization dedicated to exhibiting the interconnection between the disciplines. Check them out!

Posted in Home, Movie/Book Reviews, Writing

The ‘Emily Wilde’ Series Fulfilled my Fantasy-Academia-Cottagecore Fushion Dreams: Book Review

Overall Rating: ★★★★✬ (4.75) 🡢 Book One with 5 stars, Book Two with 4.5 stars
Themes: friendship, personal growth, found family (this book is less about themes and more about character development!)
Moods: adventerous, light-hearted, funny (at times), mysterious
Pacing: Medium (in both books it starts slow, but gets faster near the end)
Who should read it: anyone interested in a story including adventerous professors of dryadology uncovering mysteries of faeries – a lot of banter, coziness, lovable villagers, and charming landscapes. anyone that loves cozy fantasy will adore this series!
Plot or Character Driven: a mix of both!
Coffee or Tea book? fruit tea, with strawberry jam bread!

“I wish to know the unknowable. To see what no mortal has seen, to— how does Lebel put it? To peel back the carpeting of the world and tumble into the stars.”

I picked up Emily Wilde’s Encyclopaedia of Faeries just after finishing Blood Over Bright Haven (by M.L. Wang). Without getting into it too much, Wang’s book was beautifully written with a powerful narrative; however, it contained heavy themes that I was looking to take a little break from after I finished it. I had had Emily Wilde on my TBR list since last year, but had almost written it off thinking it sounded like something I would have enjoyed more when I was a preteen (not quite sure what I was thinking when I first read the blurb for the book, but I thought it would be a lot more like Keeper of the Lost Cities by Shannon Messenger). For the last few months I had been reading darker fantasy, contemporary fiction, and dystopian novels, and was looking for a book that would be easy to digest.

So, I began my journey into Heather Fawcett’s world. Two books later — plus a week after finishing — I still think picking up the Emily Wilde series was my best book decision of 2024!

(Alas, this will be more of a microreview – school is keeping me busy!)

What I Loved:

  • character dynamics ⫸ Apart from the main characters (Emily and Wendell), the side characters are also quite loveable! I especially loved the friendships that Emily formed with the villagers in the first book (like Lilja!). And how could I forget Emily’s eventual fondness for Poe?
  • character ages ⫸ I loved that the characters are older than me – I’ve slowly been outgrowing all the protagonists i rooted for growing up (looking at you, Harry Potter, Percy Jackson, etc.), so this was nice to see. People over the age of 20 can successfully be main characters in fantasy books!
  • setting ⫸ Nordic and Germanic villages. Cottagecore atmosphere through and through with beautiful descriptions of the scenery – you’re in for a treat!

“The loveliness of the view outside stopped me in my tracks. The mountain fell away before me, a carpet of green made greener by the luminous dawn staining the clouds with pinks and golds. The mountains themselves were lightly ensnowed, though there was no threat of a sequel in that cerulean canopy. Within the hinterlands of the prospect heaved the great beast of the sea with its patchy pelt of ice floes.”

  • genre fusion ⫸ Fusing academia, fantasy, and adventure. I really enjoyed the analytical approach to faerie mythology as an academic myself!
  • realistic characterizations ⫸ I found Emily very relatable. She is an introverted academic that really just wants to throw herself into her work. She also isn’t pitched as a perfect protagonist – she has difficulties communicating her thoughts and feelings to others and thus often comes across as a grouch. But the important part is that she accepts and works on this, so she is still likeable!
  • lessons ⫸ I may be reading too much into this, but I feel that these books have an underlying lesson in kindness, as well as growing into yourself and the people around you. This definitely adds to the coziness and feel-goodness of the read!

“If you do not admit kindness from others, you cannot be surprised when they fail to offer any.”

  • romance ⫸ Unlike other reviews of this series so far, I don’t feel like feel the romance came out of nowhere, just that it was told from Emily’s side of the story and not Wendell’s. Given Emily’s inclination to logic instead of emotion, to her, friendship and teamwork was a better basis to a relationship than a grand romantic realisations. I feel that this is an excellent representation of how some people in the real world fall into love themselves.
  • comedic dialogue ⫸ These books definitely could’ve been written in a much darker tone. However, I very much enjoyed the lightness of the dialogue; probably even more so because I started this right after finishing Blood over Bright Haven (a post for another time perhaps?). We have Wendell’s flamboyance and Emily’s sarcasm to thank for that – see quotes below!

“This was Bambleby, after all — my only friend. (God.)”

“Get inside! You’re bleeding!”
“I will not bleed any less indoors, you utter madwoman.”

  • a good ending ⫸ I felt I could count on a nice ending from these books – call me childish, but I definitely welcomed the pace, easiness, and comfort of these stories (especially given the others I read recently: Babel and Never Let Me Go, for starters!)
  • writing style ⫸ The prose is captivating and the author’s voice/tonality/ is powerful. Usually all the books I love have this attributed to them!
  • sidequests! ⫸ Not everything felt like it was constantly pushing for the plot to move forward. I felt this also contributed to the easiness and warmth of the books.
  • portrayal of faerie ⫸ All I can say is that it was an exciting twist on things that really brough folklore alive!

What I Wished/Hoped For:

  • I liked the second book ever so slightly less ⫸ I think this is because I was partial to the nordic/icelandic setting of the first book. We also got to see a lot more of the villagers in the first book, and I definitely enjoyed the times when Emily and Wendell went on adventures by themselves the most. I wish these translated over the the second book more faithfully, but this is just my opinion!
  • I didn’t quite understand the journal format ⫸ How does she remember all the conversations and details? Emily writes as if she’s a removed narrator of her own story. The narration style could easily have been changed – but I guess this isn’t quite a wish! The style is easy to overlook (I could totally chalk it up to Emily being a genius). Plus, I enjoyed the footnotes and whenever the occasional Wendell POV was added as a sneaky stolen journal entry!

Even with some of the very minor aspects I didn’t love, this series has so so SO many good things about it! If you’re on the fence about starting the series, this is your sign to dive right in without looking back. Fall/Winter are definitely the best seasons to read this series given its warmth.

Lastly, this series isn’t even over yet – this is one of the rare times where I will be counting down the days for another book without forgetting about a series entirely. I’ll be first in line for Emily Wilde’s Compendium of Lost Tales when it comes out!

Posted in Home, Medicine, Study Corner

The Miracle of ZOLGENSMA: Treating Spinal Muscular Atrophy

Zolgensma is a miracle drug that helps treat infants with spinal muscular atrophy (SMA) with just one dose – check out this video that I helped make to learn more!

Approved by the FDA in 2019 and Health Canada in 2020, Zolgensma is a revolutionary therapeutic innovation that has helped save many children around the world. With further research into drug development and patient care, its potential in future medical use is extraordinary.

Note: This video is a group assignment for the class TMM3104 – all the groups are in friendly competition for views! While it’s not the usual content I post on my blog, I think it’s an informative and cute info-vid to share. Hope you enjoy!

Posted in Home, Poetry and Prose, Writing

spring cleaning

spring cleaning

/ˌsprɪŋˈkliː.nɪŋ/ || noun

1. my closet is emptied of clothes worth their weight in memories // i set aside two bags full of jeans stained with half-dead hopes and loose-threaded loves // i have worn these windbreakers down to their bare bones.

2. it’s 9pm and i’m too tired to part with certain parts of myself // is it only the scarlet season when the sun is scorching away my sins? // it’s 9pm and now you’re bleeding out in all the ways that god never intended // beautifully, and unbearably faced with brevity.

3. recently, every second of my life is perforated with a great sense of loss // for what was, and what could have been // i do not have as many days left as i once thought // so let’s stay here a moment longer // i hope this spring stays away.

I tried a new type of poetry! Not really sure of the last stanza especially, but I had fun writing!

Posted in Hobbies, Home

bleeding days – photo collection

I took these photos with a Samsung S22 cam/Nikon DSLR, and I edited the pics with Snapseed. I just love sunsets so much — even without editing, their colours come out so vibrant! Looking at these pictures in my photo gallery, I realised how well the colours bled into each other (hence the name bleeding days); I wish I had a deeper meaning behind it, but I can’t think of anything right now 😀
Hope you liked them! – momo (=^・ェ・^=))ノ彡☆

Posted in Home, Poetry and Prose, Writing

mortal thoughts on the 5 p.m. bus

i must admit that the bus ride does not feel as short as when it is with you. and with that i mean to say, i love you so much that i want to to spend my life with you, even if your company makes it feel like a mere moment. i am scared of a short life and a long death, but against the backdrop of blurred trees and paint-chipped road lights, i am less scared. because a life with you – no matter how brief – is a life worth living.

Posted in Home, Poetry and Prose, Writing

purple-tinted tales of another universe

in another universe, i am waking up to lavender birdsong.
grand, gracious oak trees spread their branches from the cavities of the earth
and i don’t have to worry about cavities on my teeth, or the inches of my waist.
i can have as much honey as i want.

the sky is purple, but the kind of purple you see on lilacs in a field
garnished gold by the early morning sun
as you drive by a wheat farm on the way to mars.

in another universe, the grapes are always sweet.
we will be sitting side by side
looking down at the world from a mountain of mundane moments,
but more human all the more because of them.